LIFE CAN DO TERRIBLE THINGS
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Aboutz
Assalamualaikum and hello . I am SYAHINDAH ZAINAL . I merely spend my time composing songs and reading books. I said random things sometimes . I also excel in staring my neighbour's bald head . Na'ah , just kidding . But seriously , I had never seen something shining like that ☻ Have a nice day ! Chatz Exits
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Tuesday, January 10
Feeling lost and somehow , GROSS ! Assalamualaikum . Hi . The last few days had changed me . I don't know if it is good or not . I'm feeling down and lost for no reason . I've pensive too much . I won't speak to anyone and lock myself up in my room . I felt really bad and I didn't know why . I felt like crying but I hold back . Until my mom came into my room and ask me what is going on with me and I CRIED . I've never cry like that for at least 3 years . Well , I lied . I'd cried last year when my dad came on 'Hari Akademik' in my school . My exam results wasn't that great . After my dad leave , I went to my classroom and cry . Thanks god there's only a few people in the class at that time . I don't like people see me crying . I look ugly when I cry . Seriously . I wait until my mom left and I went straight to the toilet to wash my face . Surprisingly , I cried even more ==' Afterthat , I perform my prayer and recited Al-Quran . It calmed me . Maybe I was just too stressed . I scared if I did not do well in SPM . I don't know . I can't bear seeing people fighting in front of me . Automatically , I would be traumatized . Then , I will easily feeling down for no reason . Only god knows why . I hope I can get rid of this feeling soon . This is too weird .. |
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